PEINING
climber
PE teacher
title: Mock Comp You know, it's always been my dream to be like the top Female local climbers. Seeing them climb, doing shithard stuff just makes me more psyched to train. Today's mock comp was no different. I felt more psyched, at the same time felt super embarrassed to even climb. Like, omg Peining just go back to IW coz you have deproved so so much.
But when I think about training hard, I think about my priority now: Teaching. Gone are the days I train all the time and climb 5 days a week and not study. Now, school is the most important thing in my life. Once career starts, the priority changes. So sometimes I'm stuck in the middle: to train or to focus on school? Next month is Lose Weight Month. All for the HK Bouldering trip with NUS. But here's how my body works: if I run more, I will gain muscles, and lose fats. BUT the 'fat' thigh will still be there. Take for example my arms. URGH how I HATE it when people ask me if I go gym. Yes I go to the gym BUT NOT WEIGHTS GYM. My arms are big coz they're made up of fats and muscles. *roll eyes* Sometimes I really envy people with light lower body. I really wish I can achieve that one day. PSYCHE! chaos! |
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