1. I'm single. I asked him if we should change our status on fb, since we're no longer seeing each other anymore. He thought that I want to chop chop declare that I'm single so that people can chase me. But no! That's not my reason! I felt that it's unfair for him to be on a thread for so long. Sighs. So when I went onto fb and saw that change, my heart sank. I felt it very difficult to digest. I wanted to tear, but I told myself not to. Come to think of it, I really want those days back, but they're already gone.

2. I'm not a good ball game player. I'm not agile, I'm not good with catching and throwing. I'm not good at all these. I injured my thumb again. HOW?

3. Im retiring from climbing competitions. Yes, I'm officially taking a break from competitions and focus on my studies and training even harder for myself. No I dont want to depend on him to keep pushing me to run, to eat properly, to have proper training for climbing. I want to be independent. I know I'm always his little girl, and he loves me. But some things have to be done my way or the highway. I love you anyway.

4. ASSIGNMENTS! This is crazy. One individual essay by this week, one group presentation by next month. I think I have to present one tomorrow. Omg this is neverending. Siao liao.

And btw sorry for the looooooong hiatus. I just want this period to end quickly.